inside my heart the most deep part ....i feel sad .
when i keep face the same problem .face same things more than five year ..but the result still the same...i have try to change and do better do well , but still the same... feel down ... but i never give up. though i have the bad feeling to give up on myself .. because it's not all of my life , so try to don't care about it , it's just a part of my life not all .. 可能这只是我自己给自己一个最好的借口。。
in the world have a lot different kind people ..
which kind u are?
i am a kind of .. look strong but ...actually that is fake ...
inside my heart very deep ... i am soft , i need people care and listen to me too ....
but nobody care about my feeling only my family ,... to me i feel ..
some of my friends just always 无事不登三宝殿。
real friends is 没事也可以找你聊天说笑的,但我身边太大利用我的 :(
maybe in they eye i just a silly girl ..xixixi, but i didn't feel sad about this ..
because i always think,被利用证明我有价值,think positive
but i always tell myself that, all is my own problem not my friends problem..
maybe my性格不好？可能我的个性很难相处？
all about possible and impossible , because nothing is impossible .
but keep think positive , may have a day the real one will stand infront of me and say hi to me..
all about timing ...对的时间会遇见对的人,只要耐心等待上天不会亏待:)
夜晚的感触总比较多，大家晚安:)
