Thank You All Appeared In My Life MSSD 2014

逃兵

什么时候我成了逃兵?

总是逃避,总是不敢面对事实,我怎么了,逃避自已,逃避比友情还多的友情,

最都很没动力,没冲进,没以前那种想要赢的感是我害怕还是其他原因,

比要到了,我没需的冲进,是比太早还是我还没准备好?真的不知道自在想什么,

我很想找回以前的那个自已,可是又要照顾身体,没有人会明白我的感受,因为他们都觉得我很好其实我并不好,我喜欢运动但我不喜欢比赛,真的。。。。。

有时候很找人说说但总是找不到,也不想麻烦别人,sigh..

COME ON YENLI , COME BACK PLSSSSSSS U CAN DO IT

COME ON . YOUR BIG DREAM STILL WAITING FOR YOU 

i fear ..serious...

i fear , serious..i not joke...

8 time,already........what can i say?

i hate myself i always hurt my body...

always eat something do something hurt my body..

yes!always!!

now my body 亮起红灯了！！

how?? i fear...i fear i will die...

serious,i fear...i have so many things still not try and do..

and i love my mom...
every time i feel faint...i will very nervous...

when i nervous...i will faint than before...and my heart will very pain...

sighnnnn....that why???why?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :(

i fear la..serious....

now i also feel not well...

pls,give me a chance...let me take care my body...

plsss..

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 MOM I LOVE U 

THANKS YOU FOR EVERYTHING

SO HAPPY I HAVE YOU

C.L.M

失败

生气的资格都没有,真的很失败.

我真的很失败

失败到,总是要让着别人

u are stupid.yea..i know.

you are stupid..yea...i know...because i always hurt myself.