now give up will be late or not?

now give up will be late or not?
because i fear will have same problem again...''
this is my first time to join JK competition..
5km...35min more'' 
my leg can tahan or not?
hzzz...now im super fear will met same problem again!!

my wish is can walk on top 5...just top 5...
and hope i can done the competition...
and....hzzz

为什么突然间会觉得很无助很没有信心''
突然间这个down了下来??
who can talk to me??''
why i always fear the leg will be hurt again..
why i cannot put down that day that problem?

maybe some ppl won't know that feel,
this not first time
last year u16 competition,like this..pain pain pain..stupid leg><
pain till cry...i also don't let my friends know...
so that is why i fear n fear...''

yenliiii,don't think so much,ur leg will be well..
my leg n any will be best on the competition''
really...really....

who can tell me that is true?!!not is hope''

GOD BLESS ME ''