why?

won't progress,no hope...why i don't give up early go join other?
why i don't give up early? 后悔后悔... 我没你们的那种天分,我没你们那么厉害.. 我就是那样..'' 很后悔...为什么我以前每次想要放弃时,给老师说几句就 心暖.. sigh..现在一直都在停留..'' 没有什么进步... 我有努力过..我有尽力去学...可是就是那个老样子!!
msss coming coach 也是告诉我们说... something about u18..
You give pressure to us ,you won't know''
我真的不敢相信,比赛的倒来将会是怎样的结果'' maybe lose maybe win..
but 我会尽力的用在这两个星期的training 的时间.. 找回以前的yenli, 开球稳稳的!! jiayou =)

maybe maybe ....this is my last year play VB.. 
although still have next year''
but i think i will give up to play vb... no matter how i love vb =3
because VB hut me so much,
VB let me Injured so much,
VB also let me cry so much.. no one know.. 
no one will get this feeling.. only me know it''
i know no one will care about me cry or die.. but will you get some feeling with me.. i think u will say same thing'' i really...
i really really tired..
i play vb i just wanna play of fun.. not pressure , just happy
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虽然说,挫折是成长中的某些过程... but 老天呀...为什么我的挫折总比别人的多一点点>< 这真的很辛苦叻‘’